I am not really a big resolution at January 1 kind of person. I never have been. I would make beginning of school year resolutions in September every year, which always seemed more appropriate, but January, to me, has always seemed like mid year. Mid season, midway, you get the drift.
But for some reason I am having a harder time than normal with the turn of the calendar this year. I turn 40 in a few months, and yet I feel like I was further ahead in my life when I was 26 or so than I am now. I made more money, I was in a serious relationship, I had a job that was going places . . . now I have 60% of the salary I had at that age, not adjusting for inflation, I haven’t been on a date in heaven knows how long because it’s just easier that way, and after two years of unemployment I finally have a job I like, only my brain is keeping me from liking it very much lately. So here are some random thoughts on 2013 and what I think may or may not be able to be done about each of the issues I am currently struggling with in my head. Continue reading