I miss blogging. I really do. I think of this little site often, and wonder what to say. I could ramble, as the header says, or I can whine about life, which is negative and I don’t want to do it. What else is going on in my life? Well, I work. After work, I work more. My work with the children at church is done until September, I am studying for a test where I *loathe* the material so it’s a struggle, and I have fun with makeup in the morning to make me feel better. But I don’t feel that any of it is blog-worthy, you know? It was always just an outlet for me, but today I’m not sure what it’s an outlet for . . . .
I own my house. Well, technically, the bank does, but you know what I mean. Part of owning a house is maintaining that house, so that you will continue to own it in the future without it crumbling down around your knees. I am eight years into this home, the longest I’ve lived anywhere for the last 22 years. So it’s weird that I am here and have these sorts of repairs to do, as I am not used to being around long enough to do them. I have started repairs on the exterior, and have another $8500 to go–all cosmetic. Teardown/rebuild projects, reinstallation projects where the prior owner did a crappy job, etc. As I do not make a ton of money, that $8500 is something that I would love to see happen, but haven’t got the faintest idea how it will.
Here is my dilemma. I spent two weeks in Germany this past summer at the generous gift of my friends to serve on a mission trip with my church. It was a glorious opportunity, and one I’ll not soon forget. I was incredibly blessed, and it was a poignant reminder of how service is essential to all that lay heartfelt claim to the Christian label. It was also a chance to connect with some people in my church that I had not known before, and as I was in the minority as an adult (most were in the 21-23 age range) it was also a reminder that I’m not young, that these are our future leaders, and that I am no longer 23 years old myself.
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Several years ago, I went back to school. Until that time, I did not have a computer. I figured that since I was at work for 9-10 hours per day, sitting in front of a 17″ screen, there was no need for me to have one at home. In order to submit my homework and participate in the online requirements, I needed to cave and buy a laptop. So I did.
I called a friend of mine who owned his own business, working with computers and supplying them to others. And I purchased a computer. It worked great for what it was–a tool for my graduate degree, and (of course) a portable jukebox with all of my music.
About a year ago, I started to notice that the cord was fraying. Plus, the unit itself would overheat drastically if I wasn’t careful and cut off. Soon I noticed that the power source was sparking against my left leg as I worked, so I went and bought a universal adapter (at the cost of $100, natch) to use. after about six weeks, THAT cord didn’t work so I returned it and bought another one. Same problem–the joint didn’t hold and I had issues with the replacement AGAIN. So I called the guy that I bought the computer from. He came and picked it up and tried to ‘fix’ it. Yeah, that didn’t work. Six weeks later I finally got him to give me the hard drive back so that I can access my music and, most importantly, my contact information.
Since then I have been sans laptop. I have an old desktop in the back bedroom, and that is what I have been using for my job search and correspondence for the last two months. But it’s slow, and inconvenient. Not to mention the AC doesn’t circulate back there, and whenever the door is open the cat leaps at the chance to go destroy the chair that is in the bedroom.
It’s weird. I had gotten into the habit of checking email, Facebook, and blogging while in front of the TV. I miss being able to do that–I feel like I am wasting a ton of time by stopping everything to go back into the back bedroom and work. I miss being able to pull up actors on IMDB so that I can instantaneously answer “where have I seen them before?”. I miss being able to write on my prayer blog every day, because it is not something I take the time to do in the back room.
At the same time, I have noticed tonight that there is quite a bit I haven’t done. For tonight, for just the night, I have swiped my laptop from work and am using it for personal reasons. I have work to do tomorrow, but I am currently trying to do personal stuff, mostly just because I can. I haven’t done laundry, I haven’t done dishes, I haven’t cleaned my house, I haven’t finished making a baby sweater for the same guy that sold me the laptop as they just adopted a baby girl.
But I’ve played approximately 82 rounds of Fast Money in Family Feud on Facebook (say that nine times fast), looked up tons of miscellaneous comments, and checked in on all kinds of useless celebrity gossip. (Jessica Simpson is qualified to judge Project Runway finals? Really? Have you seen how she dresses???)
This just solidifies the fact that I need to get another laptop. Quicker than planned. And it’s going to be a Mac this time, as I cannot stand to deal with the problems IBM is giving me again.
And if the laptop has made me unproductive, just wait until tomorrow when I get my new TiVo…..
I didn’t skip posting last night! I just came home and the power was out due to the crazy winds. I went to bed early because I had to get up at 530 AM which, for me, is a darn near impossibility!
Two things have happened in the last week that make me wonder how we got here. I’m sitting here, typing away, and retyping every few keystrokes as my persistent, hacking cough overwhelms me and causes me to type on the wrong keys while I quickly try and cover my mouth. Sounds attractive, right? Yet I can’t go to the doctor. I am unemployed, and while I have health insurance it’s not the greatest plan in the world. I only get to go to the doctor three times a year before I start paying out the wazoo for my visits. I’ve already been to the dentist, have to have an annual checkup later in the year, which leaves me exactly one doctor’s visit to use at my discretion–in the next 48 weeks.
So is my hacking cough bad enough to go to the doctor now? What if I get appendicitis? What if I break my wrist? Then I’m up a creek later in the year because I don’t have the finances to cover a visit. Sure, I could go to someplace like the Fan Free Clinic, which is a cause I support financially when I am able. Or I could go to a Doc-in-a-Box where they are required to give you a prescription regardless of condition when you walk in, thereby incurring additional costs that I can’t cover. It’s a vicious circle.
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As we face a new year and I face a time of great personal change in addition to the one on the calendar, I figured now would be a good moment for a time of reflection and review. The year has had many changes, many upheavals, many instances of drama. I’ve hit lows, highs, middles, and sides. I’ve had days where I’ve been running insane, working 14 hour days, working 21 days straight. I’ve had times where I didn’t get out of my PJs or my nightgown for two days. So I figured this would be a good time to go down the list of things that happened in 2008. Things both dramatic and mundane, both noteworthy and ordinary, both elated and miserable.
January: The year started with the traditional New Years Day movie viewings. This year it was Juno and Sweeney Todd. It was interesting–mom had heard of Sweeney Todd but had no idea that it was about a homicidal barber who turned over the corpses to the baker downstairs for inclusion in her meat pies. How on earth she could have reached the age of 58 and not figured that out I have no idea, especially since she knew the music, but there you go. Of course, being on vacation that week, I had a bit of a movie marathon. We ended up seeing the Academy Award winning No Country for Old Men, the forgettable Dan in Real Life, and a slew of others both good and not so good. Virginia Tech then lost in its bowl game against Kansas, and while watching the game I learned how my cousin split his thumb cutting a sweet potato pie. Oddly enough, he split the other thumb on a beer glass that same night while telling the story of injury #1. Managed to sprain my wrist by falling off a stool at my mother’s house, that was fun. While trying to learn how to use my new Inno XM radio device, I ran across this particularly useful bit of advice for how to make it compatible with my iPod: “Personally, I would duct tape them together. I think you can still get a lot of use out of both of them without any interoperability.” Continue reading
You know, as in “When it rains, it pours!”
In July, I lose my job due to “corporate restructuring”. That’s just a fancy way of saying I was fired, dismissed, laid off, pink slipped, told to skedaddle, or basically told to hit the road. I have had job interviews out the ying yang via phone, Internet, in person, you name it. The economy is tanking, and I am panicking because we’re into October–I’m truly afraid that nothing is going to happen until after the first of the year because of the economy, the election, the holidays, and the fiscal year end of many of the companies.
So if you had asked me to make a list of everything that I thought could possibly go wrong in my life once I lost my job I would have had things on my list like ‘mom gets sick’, ‘grandmother gets neurotic and is in the hospital again’ (check, actually happened), ‘car blows a gasket’, things like that. Never in a million years would I have expected the things that have happened over the last four weeks to have been anywhere near the top 50 on that list. Continue reading
I’m tired of being unemployed.
I don’t wanna cook.
I don’t wanna clean house.
I just told off a recruiter for not reading properly.
I’m depressed because my swimming pool went away today. Who cares that it wasn’t mine, they didn’t have to drain it!
So all in all, good day!
- I have a roof over my head and an air conditioner that works when it is 99+ outside
- I have a next-door neighbor that lets me come dunk in her backyard above-ground pool when it is 99+ outside
- I have a former coworker that has a chainsaw and didn’t mind coming over when a mutual friend asked him to give me a hand, especially when he was paid in beer
- I haven’t seen said coworker in over four years and he still came over
- The trees (well, branches the size of small trees) that came down while I was on vacation are now in small piles all by the trashcan thanks to the chainsaw of former coworker
- Former coworker has quoted me on removing my dead tree, offered to till and redo my backyard in September, and said he might come over with a mower some day this week in addition to possibly removing the remainder of the debris that is in my front yard and slowly filling the trash canister
- Big huge work conference seemed to go off without a hitch overall, and the parts that I was in charge of seemed to go very smoothly.
- Made a friend laugh by spoofing something we had just read and coming up with the Ten House Rules for any guests in my home
- Mom took me to lunch today and I had enough for dinner (only I forgot to bring it home so it is really going to be lunch)
- Caffeine Free Diet Coke
So, yeah, this week has been absolutely crazy. You know how it is with a short week at work, you never know what’s going to happen, and then I’m on vacation next week so it’s always insane.
Sunday was fine, I guess, I started off at church, was supposed to meet a friend for a movie who ditched so I got a bunch of errands done, dealt with HP support in India and the ever so unhelpful man named Steve who said his supervisor would be in on Tuesday to help me, and then did some work around the house. Blah day.
Monday was normal. That’s the end of that one.
Tuesday I worked until 1, then I had to stop by the store to make a return, go by B & NoMH’s house to feed the cat/fish because they are on vacation as well, stop by the library to pick up a book I had on hold, stop by the hospital because I had to get my weekly injections (yippee!), come by the house to let the dog out and scarf a PB&J and then brush my teeth before I made it to the dentist on the other side of town by 330. Then after finding out that I have ANOTHER cavity (I swear I had perfect teeth until I was 27, I don’t know what the hell is going on) I had a hair appointment further across town at 430. Hairdresser was running late but I still managed to get out of there and get to the used bookstore by 530 which is when they stop taking in books (I’m going on vacation, remember? Continue reading